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Grace, Gratitude & Peace

Thursday, November 26th, 2009

This morning as I was reflecting on the many wonderful things I have to be thankful for, my thoughts drifted to three amazing teachers I recently had the pleasure to learn from.  What I learned from them will be with me forever.

I met these beautiful teachers on a dark, cool Arizona night.  There is no way I would have ever been prepared for what I saw or experienced that night, or the days that followed.  Alex, Daisy and Velvet had survived months of neglect.  The kind of neglect and abuse that if they were human would have had the whole city in an uproar and the people who did it to them in jail immediately.  However this evening all of them were safe and secure at Luv Shack Horse Rescue, under the vigilant care and love of Joey Ogburn .  These were three of the six that had been rescued that day, and were the three in the most critical condition.  Actually, they were beyond critical.  The text message that called me to this scene had read, “I’m exhausted and have two skeletons that appear to be horses and a third that is trying to die.  Can you come over?”

Each of these amazing horses has a story of their own.  And on this evening their individual stories became part of a larger story.  A story filled with unconditional love, acceptance, peace, calm, gratitude, and stillness.  You see, over the coming days Alex, Velvet, and Daisy would each made the decision to leave and transition beyond this life.  And in doing so share a lot of wisdom and love with those of us eager to make what time they had left the best it could be.

You knew that what they had endured the past several months was very unpleasant to say the least.  And because each of their physical conditions had deteriorated so badly pain and discomfort was part of their day-to-day lives.  Yet, unbelievably, they did not harbor any anger, hatred or fear.  They were filled with love, gratitude, peace, and calm.

While I had the incredible opportunity to connect and work with them through Reiki on many different levels, some of the most amazing moments to me were the grace, peace and calmness that each experienced and shared with their caretakers.  They soaked in every bit of love and attention that was offered.  Enjoyed the hugs, brushing, soothing hands that ran across their heads, necks and backs.  Each gently stood and soaked up our human tears when the emotions were overwhelming.  And never once did you feel sorrow or sadness expressed by them, simply because they didn’t feel it.

And each decided on her own time when she was ready to go.  Alex left quickest, leaving the following morning.  Joey said you could see the smile on her face and feel the gratitude in her heart as she closed her eyes for the last time.  Velvet’s body couldn’t keep up with her spirit.  She left the next day with grace, dignity, and a quiet stillness that all was well.  Daisy hung on the longest and at one point we all thought she would pull through.  Three days after her rescue the effects of her neglect were more than her body could bear and she was ready to go.  Again there was that familiar feeling of peace, calm and gratitude as she laid down for the last time.

These three beautiful horses taught me lessons I could not have learned anywhere else or from anyone else.  There was not time or space in their lives for anger, hate or fear.  They put that behind them the moment the stepped off the trailer at the rescue.  They had no need to keep reliving the past or carry the energy of abuse and neglect with them.  Nor did they have a desire to put that energy on to anyone else.  Each freely gave as much love to others as was given them.  There was not judgment placed on “humans” as a whole due to what they had experienced. They were open to experiencing each person as an individual.  And death was simply the next step to take.  No fear, regret, or resistance.

I often think of them and continue to learn from them.  There is much more that we shared over the days we had together, and I’m grateful to be able to share some of these things with you today.

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Being Flexible

Thursday, November 19th, 2009

Raph is a 28 year old flea bitten gelding who is a favorite at Luv Shack Horse Rescue. He even likes to kiss! He has melanoma and has more good days than not. However, there are times he needs a little help.

I’ve worked on and off with Raph over the months. He is particular about receiving Reiki and openly communicates his desires. Sometimes we work together and other days we don’t. A while ago, during my regular Reiki day at the ranch, he was having a down day and I was asked to work with him. He was standoffish so I made the rounds of the others and waited until last to see Raph. When it was his turn he made it known he wasn’t interested. So I thanked him and moved off. I hadn’t taken 10 steps when I felt a nudge from behind. I turned around to see Raph softly looking at me. He requested that I connect with him later for a distance treatment. Which I gladly did! It was a great session.

Last Monday was again one of my regular Reiki volunteer days and Raph had been taken out of the herd and was in “sick bay”. He was not feeling good and having a difficult time pooping. And yes, I do realize this is the second poop post in a row. :) We had a nice long session and about half way through the session the tummy noises started up with a fury and lots of food and energy were moving around. I asked him if he would poop and he replied with a little impatience “Yes, but it takes time”. I couldn’t help but smile and love him for his direct way! We continued working and just as things were wrapping up he had a normal bowel movement – the first in a while. I couldn’t have been happier!

Early the next morning, around 4:30 a.m., I was gently but firmly brought out of my sleep by Raph. He wanted another distance session. As soon as I connected I felt his discomfort. We worked for awhile and by the end of the session I could feel the fluid movement of his energy from head to tail. Much more natural flowing and free than yesterday. Amazing!

Later that morning I send Joey a text to let her know about our morning session and check on Raph. She said he was doing much better and going back out with the herd. Great news!

A couple days later I was at Luv Shack and standing with my back towards the herd. It was lunch time and everyone was focused on their pile of hay. I was talking with several people and one of them said “Look who’s coming up to the gate.” I turned and there was Raph quickly walking up to the gate to say “Hi”. This was not a normal behavior for Raph and we knew he was coming to see me.

To me there is nothing more rewarding! It’s in moments like these that my heart over flows with love and appreciation for Reiki and the animals I have the opportunity to meet and work with.

I learn something from each animal. Raph has taught me to be flexible. Some days we work together in a hands-on session, other days it will be a distance session, and there are times we won’t work together at all. It is all about the animal and working with them for their highest and best good.

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A Rocky Road Leads to Peace

Thursday, November 19th, 2009

Lyra is a beautiful strawberry roan and once you meet her you know she’s a sweetheart through and through. She was being fostered and was returned to the rescue because she had stopped eating and was rapidly losing weight. Last Saturday I had the pleasure to meet and work with her.

At first she wasn’t too sure about this Reiki stuff as I began offering Reiki from a short distance away. The session flowed like a rocky road. On, off, on, off, on, off….. Wondering if it was something I was bringing into the session I took a few minutes to do some personal Reiki. When I offered Reiki again to Lyra, the same awkward dance began again. Understanding she was taking it in the increments that were best for her at that time I continued the session for another 20 minutes or so.

Thinking the session was over I was preparing to leave when Lyra came and stood directly in front of me and I heard her say “I’m ready now.” And of course I happily obliged! The session continued for another 30 minutes with the energy flowing steadily. Within several minutes of starting back up again Lyra sidestepped, placing her body directly in my hands. You could feel the instant sigh of relief.

A couple of days later I received a text from the rescue stating that Lyra was fading fast, the blood work results did not look good, and asking if I could come over. Approaching her stall I knew Lyra was in a very different place that morning. She lifted her head in greeting as I entered and did not hesitate when Reiki was offered. She wanted nothing less than a full hands-on treatment. We worked together for a little over an hour. Sometimes I intuitively sensed where my hands needed to be, other times she moved her body a little this way or that way so my hands were just where she wanted.

When I felt the Reiki flow subside, I could still feel a faint trickle. So I happily gave her a full body rub-down from head to hoof letting the light flow of Reiki continue. She was very peaceful and content when I left.

Lyra taught me many things during these two sessions. Many of which are best experienced between Reiki practitioner and an animal, often difficult to put into words. However, a gentle reminder from Lyra was to allow the animal to decide how the session should flow. Often the beginning and end of a session will be completely different, and preferences can, and often will, change with each session.

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Bandit Knows Best

Thursday, November 19th, 2009

Last night I received a call from a good friend Georgia about her horse Bandit. (He is going through rehabilitation at Luv Shack Horse Rescue and she will adopt him when he’s ready.) Seems he was down and wouldn’t get up. She called a neighbor who helped him on his feet. They could tell he wasn’t feeling well, but not sure what was going on. Joey, founder of Luv Shack was away from the ranch and heading back home. Knowing help was on the way she called and asked if I could help Bandit with some Reiki.

My first thought was to go over, as they are less than 5 minutes from me. I then realized that there would be people checking him over and lots of activity going on and distance Reiki may be the better way to support Bandit. And so I began….

Almost immediately Bandit let me know that he didn’t feel good. Not knowing exactly why he was not feeling good I began doing a full body treatment for Bandit. Within several minutes I kept seeing in my minds eye his lower back, hips, buttocks, and thighs. Realizing this is where he wanted to be treated I began focusing on that area. I immediately felt an increase in the flow of Reiki as my hands heated up and the usual tingle became very strong. The Reiki continued to flow very strong for nearly 30 minutes, and then gently began to subside.

During this time I kept hearing the word ‘achy’ and sensed it was the word that described what he was feeling in that area. Near the end of the treatment he finally relaxed and his energy seemed to soften, with the edginess fading away. The session ended with a wonderful ‘Thank You’ from Bandit.

After the session ended I called Georgia to let her know. She indicated that the areas where I worked were the areas that Bandit did not want to be touched and seemed to be the most uncomfortable. Georgia also mentioned that achy seemed to describe what they were seeing as well, and finally Bandit had also relaxed and was not quite as edgy.

It was a wonderful reminder to allow the animal to direct where Reiki is most needed. Sometimes not knowing the exact circumstances frees me from any expectation and allows me and the animal to work together as partners in healing. I am thankful for the great reminder from Bandit to trust and allow that Reiki flows for the highest good.

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